Self Love Essentials

Tajdreial Loston 

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Self Love Playlist


          Their Eyes Were Watching God is a novel, that in my experience, possesses a lot of underlying themes. One theme that I was particularly drawn to, was the theme of self-love. Throughout Janie’s relationship with Logan, Joe, and Tea Cake I found a common denominator, the absence of self-love. From the very beginning of the novel, it is evident that Janie wasn’t permitted self-exploration. After reading between the lines and coming to terms with my personal interpretation of the contemporary lens, self-love, I curated a playlist designated for the novel allowing you all to in a sense listen between the lyrics.

          In chapter two, Janie is connecting a blooming pear tree with sensuality. Here she is creating her own version of pleasure and tenderness and illustrating her Ribbon in the Sky. She then exchanges innocence for curiosity when she kisses Johnny Taylor. Janie’s first-ever experience with Fire and Desire is when she turns cold toward Logan because she understands that he will never be the love of her life. Logan is her first partner and like with anything new and unfamiliar it takes time to adjust. Janie, however, never reached a level of comfortability with Logan. A new flame of desire is sparked when Janie meets Joe Starks. The lyrics “strumming my pain with his fingers, singing my life with his words, killing me softly with his song”, seemed to describe the interaction perfectly. Janie was soothed by Joe’s words of persuasion and enticement that it peaked a new interest inside her. She was swept off her feet and made the decision to leave Logan and be with Joe. This was the first decision that Janie had made on her own, for her own. She wanted something more even if she could not pinpoint what that was exactly. Years later Janie realizes that the young and vibrant Joe Starks she initially met is not who she thought he or the relationship would be. Withing the relationship with Joe, he expected so much from Janie, and at the same time, he expected nothing at all. Joe expected Janie to maintain the store and home all by herself and yet at the slightest mishap he perceived Janie as incapable of both. He gave her responsibilities without actually believing she was able to achieve them. He wanted Janie to be his SuperWoman without acknowledging that she, too, was only human

          On Joe’s dying bed, Janie expresses Something in My Heart. During their last conversation together, Janie expresses how she felt over the years. After she says her peace, Joe passes and she is Feeling Good, not over losing him but instead over gaining freedom. Shortly after Joe’s death Tea Cake comes into the picture and Janie then learns that there is a Right and a Wrong Way to love. The community is unsettled by her and Tea Cake’s growing relationship. She makes another crucial decision to continue her life with Tea Cake even If Loving You is Wrong. Throughout all her relationships, she is the happiest with Tea Cake. Janie believes, “I Never Loved a Man the way that I love you”. She experienced the ups and downs of love with Tea Cake and After the Pain, she is still very much in love with him. Tea Cake isn’t the richest, but she loves him Just Because of who he is. Although the relationship ended tragically Janie knows deep down inside that I Will Always Love You. She returned back to where she started and explains to Phoebe all What You Wont Do for Love.

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